Crush

Was watching 'Something Borrowed" at Star World. It's about Rachel who's having a crush with Dex but didn't tell it out. Happens to be Dex falls for Rachel's best friend. Darcy instead. Few years flew. Darcy and Dex are getting married. On a drunk night Rachel accidentally spilled out that she had a crush with Dex and that leads to a one night stand. Dex wished that he knew. What happens next? watch yourself ;p

He wished he knew.


Crush. We've been friend since last 3 years. I felt for him since I first met him. But i don't think he felt the same way for me.
Why not spill it out?
Well I'm just not his type. He wants someone whose talkative, bubly, have fair skin, nora danish look type. Well i'm  just not.
Someone like him will never like someone like me.

I guess i've showed enough hint already. And i don't want to be chasing someone who's clearly not into me.
I know I should move on. I tried to ignore and stay away. But that actually hurts me more.
I tried not to think about him ended i still miss him.
It hurts, but when he talk to me, that hurt feeling just felt fade away.
I'm stupid I know.
But.
I will never be good enough for him.

So i choose to wait. Wait for someone who will see me, who will love me, who will appreciate me for who I am.
I wanna be someone's first choice.
You, i know i will always have these feelings for you. Till when i don't know. I'm praying if you are not for me, Allah will take away this feeling.
If we are meant to be we will be together somehow. If its not then its not.